Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart Be acceptable in Your sight, O LORD, my rock and my Redeemer.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
nearly wordless wednesday...
Emma's school had a Hawaiian themed celebration...
The children were encouraged to dress up....
and each class was having a "Best Dressed" award!
Emma had a good time dressing like a hula girl...
When I called from my class to check on her, she was very excited to tell me all about the fun she had that day in school...
After telling me about the games and songs, she got kind of quiet and said sadly, "We had a contest in our class, but I didn't win. The girl who wore the coconut bra won!"
If it takes wearing a coconut bra to win, we are okay with honorable mention!!!
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
diamonds are a girl's best friend...
Monday, September 28, 2009
inverse function...
One of the topics we recently 'learned' (and I use that term loosely) is inverse functions.
You know, when what was x is now y. What was C(m) is now C-1(m). Or something like that!
I think my children have been learning right along with me.
Why else, in less than a 12 hour time period would I be able to say....
"EMMA WHERE ARE YOU SHOES? I AM SO TIRED OF GOING THROUGH THIS EVERY MORNING! THERE IS A SHELF IN THE GARAGE SPECIFICALLY FOR SHOES! IF YOU PUT YOUR SHOES WHERE THEY BELONGED WE WOULDN'T HAVE TO HAVE THIS CONVERSATION EVERY STINKIN' MORNING!!!
that was written in caps for effect only. I would NEVER dream of raising my voice~especially at 8:00am.
And less than 9 hours later have to say...
"EMMA, WHY WERE YOUR SHOES LEFT LYING IN THE FRONT HALLWAY? ARE THEY THERE FOR EVERYONE TO TRIP OVER!
again, caps ~~only for emphasis, no voices were raised in the
AND if they have not been absorbing my lessons on inverse functions why would these sentences have had to be spoken.....
Michaela, why is the kitchen light on when the sun is shining and the room is blindingly bright? Do you want to pay the next electric bill?
and then, just a few hours later....
Don't you think that maybe you should turn a light on so you can see what you are reading without killing your eyesight. Common sense would tell you that if the room is dark, turn on a light!
I think they have got the idea of 'inverse' down pat!!!
Saturday, September 26, 2009
not enough time in a day...
and a Calculus test at 4:00 on Monday...
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
No time or brain function left over....
I'll be back Monday evening!!
Thursday, September 24, 2009
i dream of genie...
just give me perfection and I am happy as a lark :)
I do not ask for much in life...
ability to pay the bills, buy groceries, and purchase the always needed Pepsi :)
So, if I was to stumble upon a magical lamp...
rub the sides....
and have a genie pop out, granting me three wishes...
I do not think I would I ask for a few million dollars.
Nor would I wish for a beautiful black BMW to be parked in my driveway.
And I doubt I would use a wish for fame or beauty.
My wishes would be simple....
I would wish for a store that sold blue jeans that fit my teenage daughter's body!
I would plead with the genie for jeans that even though they are made for 'short' length, they would actually be cut the same as the jeans made for 'regular' length!
I would use my final wish to wish for a personal shopper to take my teenage daughter shopping for jeans so that I could avoid the drama that comes with trying to find the 'perfect pair'!
*Sigh*
Oh wait, maybe I SHOULD ask for the millions~~than I could pay for all of the above :)
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
not quite wordless wednesday...
There is nothing better than discovering treasures that are tucked away in an attic.
***my husband went up and took these for me:) He bought a can of spray to kill them, but after I saw the size of the nest I encouraged him to find a pesticide bomb or something~~I would rather him NOT have to be taken to the ER because he was attacked by 100s of these!!
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for more wordless wednesday posts check out:
seven clown circus
ordinary and awesome
wordless wednesday
5 minutes for mom
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
say it isn't so...
We cannot fight it. It is inevitable.
At some point in our adult life we will realize that the one thing we swore would never happen has happened...
Sometime, between the frivolous days of college and the trying days of middle age, the inescapable occurs...
we open our mouths and the words that come forth are not our own....
they are the words of OUR PARENTS!!!!
As you are having a conversation with your husband about budgeting (UGH!) and you say,"You know, if I had extra money right now I would love to go to the nursery and get some plants for the yard" you are taken back a decade (or two) when your mother asked for a wheelbarrow (or garden hose, or toilet~~something crazy) for her birthday; You see your teenager looking at you like you are a lunatic. You remember giving the same look and thinking how weird it was to want something besides clothing or jewelry~~let alone a wheelbarrow! You realize at the very moment the words passed through your lips there was no turning back.
The imminent has happened...
You have become your parent!!
Monday, September 21, 2009
bloom despair and agony on me....
Whipped....
Tired....
Beat down...
It has just been one of those days...the kind that make you want to grab a large Pepsi with extra ice and sit in a quiet corner (too bad Skyline closes in 3 minutes!!!).
The day began after a restless night brought on by the aggravation with myself for not studying for my A&P test...
I gave in to Mac's whining to stay in La Grange yesterday afternoon instead of coming home to study as I had planned~~~NO MORE 'NICE MOM':)
So, I started the day tired...
I drove Emma to school...
and I then headed to CS.
I took the test at 10:00...
I made a 84%
Um NO!! that is not good. I do not like anything below a 95%.
I need to lower my expectations and give myself a break :)
Three hour break~~studying, lunch, and people watching...
Diversity class~~~UGH!!!
Calculus class...
Took a quiz~~~could not remember what to do with a number taken to a fractional power.
Have a headache from sitting there trying to remember.
DREAD that score:(
5:40~~~leave the parking garage.
Highway shut down on other side of bridge.
Guess where I need to be?
Yup! The other side of the bridge!
Go around to the other bridge....
as do the gazillion other drivers trying to get across the river!
Call Steve to tell him I am going to be very late getting home~~dinner fixin' is all him tonight.
20 minutes later, i.e. ONE MILE in traffic jam time, Michaela calls me..
"Turn the radio to B-105."~~the local country station.
My daughter has lost her mind and is listening to country music....
With great apprehension I go to the BEE....
'BIG GREEN TRACTOR' !!!! Are you kidding me!!!
'Thanks sweetie, that makes going 1 mile in 20 minutes so much better" (insert sarcastic tone)
ONE HOUR AND 45 MINUTES LATER~~~complete the 23 mile drive home!
BUT........
the internet is back, so I am going to lay in my bed and watch a show on the computer and enjoy a moment or two of calmness and quiet!!!!!!
But I sure do wish had an ice cold Pepsi to sip while I lay here! "STEVE!!!!!!" :)
Sunday, September 20, 2009
modern technology...
Cincinnati Bell has informed us that there is an outage in our area, but there is no estimated time of repair...
translated~~~"We will fix the problem on Monday because we do not want to have to pay anyone overtime pay."
I have 'borrowed' someone's~~~who obviously does not have CB as their provider..
and if I sit real still, hold my breath, and do not jiggle the laptop even a fraction of an inch, I might keep the connection until I finish typing this.
I will hopefully be back on Monday!!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
mediocrity....
I am fine doing what I am doing.
I don't want to do any more.
I just don't want to! Why is that not okay?
Why is it NOT okay to ignore opportunities to do more, to be better?
Why is NOT okay to avoid pushing the boundaries of your comfort zone?
Why is it NOT okay to be content with exerting the bare minimum effort in the things that you are involved in?
WHY?
It just isn't, that's why!!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
not quite wordless wednesday...
now that she is a teenager....
I see this "You are crazy and annoying me Mom" look a lot..
with a little less dirt on her face~~~usually:)
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for more wordless wednesday posts check out:
seven clown circus
ordinary and awesome
wordless wednesday
5 minutes for mom
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
anyway...
ANYWAY
Mother Teresa
People are unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Be good anyway.
Honesty and frankness will make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People need help but will attack you if you help them.
Help them anyway.
In the final analysis, it is between you and God.
It was never between you and them anyway.
Monday, September 14, 2009
um, never saw THAT at BSU....
Having gone back to school at the age of 40, I knew that the experience would be completely different than the years I attended Ball State University~~~ when I was, ahem, much younger. The differences were inevitable. Life experiences, family responsibilities, demands on my time have changed who I am in the last 20+ years of my life. I bring a knowledge to my new college experience that I could not have had when I was 18.
While life and maturity has certainly created a different outlook and experience in this new college endeavor, so has attending a community college as opposed to a large university. Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against Technical and Community colleges~~ I am obviously attending one now and have been completely satisfied with the coursework so far. But the campus of a technical college in the city of Cincinnati certainly has a dynamic that Ball State University did not!
As I watched the college community unfold before me today, I saw things I would have NEVER seen at BSU....
- Babies and children everywhere.
- Pregnant girls in every class. Pregnant women in the hallways. Bulging bellies galore!
- Crazy, AWFUL outfits.
YEAH! NO PICTURE OF THAT VISION OF HOOCHY HERE!
There was so many colorful individuals to watch today. Some made me smile. Some made me cringe. Some just plain scared me.
The one thing I observed that caught me completely off guard...
- the ankle monitor of the young man holding the door open for me.
Yeah, wasn't expecting to see that!!!
Saturday, September 12, 2009
best laid plans...
she has named her~~~~Phillips:)
she LOVES her!!
Emma woke up around 9:00~~~which may sound late to may of you, but she is our early riser!
she then laid back down on the couch with me~~~this should have been my first sign that the day was NOT going to go as planned.
At about 10:00 am, she said she was hungry..
we got up from the couch, she walked over to the settee to get a blanket, and proceeded to spew all over the footstool (which of course is fabric!).
I am just thankful she missed the wool rug!!!!
So, needless to say, NO PICTURES today!
Maybe when she has some color and can keep her food down:)
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I would like to say I have the BEST teenage daughter!!!!
While I was in the bathroom with Emma, Michaela CLEANED UP THE MESS!!!
What a great kiddo!!!!
Friday, September 11, 2009
friday frivolity...
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This was a very uneventful week...
a surprise party, Michaela spending the weekend in La Grange, school, dance classes, bible study...
constantly running around, driving the girls here and there!
you know, the normal!!
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There was a teenage Bible study in Louisville on Friday...
Michaela, Rebecca, Breanna, and the Sadler boys rode the TARC bus into Louisville...
5 teenagers on public transportation...
1 stop, a 35 minute drive...
3 mothers putting on a brave-face about our children being on the TARC bus....
5 teenagers wondering WHY the adults were hanging around waiting for the bus to pull away...
A collective sigh of relief when the call came that they had safely met up with Mr. Billy!!!
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I haven't embarrassed Mac lately so.....:)
I went down to put a load of laundry in the other night...
well actually it was more like 2 in the morning....
this is what I saw when I reached the bottom of the stairs...
Michaela...sleeping at the bottom of the bed, feet hanging off...
doesn't she look like a pleasure to share a bed with???
and it looks like she is sucking her thumb...
she says she wasn't!!!!!with her special 'big girl' pillow!!!!
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**Yes, she is in the basement, i.e. the dungeon.
**No, the walls are not finished.
**Yes, she loves it down there in her own space!!
**and we do throw food to her and let her out for fresh air every now and then:)
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Michaela is loving dance team...
FINALLY!
The 3 hours of practice on Tuesdays and Thursdays have been an adjustment...
Ballet Corp begins tomorrow...
another 90 minutes of practice!
having to be up, functional, and out of the house by 11:30 on a Saturday...UGH!
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AND.... she will be having LOTS of fundraisers to help pay for her competitions...
candles, Market Day pies, cookie dough, Tastefully Simple...
she'll be talking to you about it...
isn't that exciting!!!!
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I survived my 7 hour school day today...
on 45 minutes of sleep...
and I changed Calculus instructors today...
so now I will have a three hour gap on Monday and Wednesdays...
and have to be in class until 5:30!
UGH!!!!
but I will actually learn Calculus with the new instructor!
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I have saved the
I learned in lab this morning that we will be dissecting on Monday...
A RAT!!
I am PETRIFIED of mice...
not just "Eck, there's a mouse!"...
but heart racing, panic stricken, heeby-jeeby causing PETRIFIED...
and I have to touch and cut up a RAT!!!!
Oh let me get through the next few A&P labs...
without incident!!
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Have a great weekend.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
ask and it shall be given....
For some prayer seems to come so easy, for me it is a constant struggle and has been for many years. Truthfully, since my father was diagnosed with cancer and died. While I knew in my heart that God did care about him, I questioned WHY my father was not healed? WHY, with so many people across the country praying for him, were the prayers ineffective? WHY did the cancer still win? WHY were our prayers for healing not answered while prayers for others were? I began to doubt the power of prayer. I began to question if my faith was too weak for God to hear my prayers. Had I not ask for the right thing? Why if Matthew 21:22 states, And in all things, whatever you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive, was my prayer for healing not answered? I got angry and sadly, I stopped talking to God.
Thankfully, God is a loving, patient, and merciful God.
While persistent prayer still does not come 'naturally' for me, I know that my prayers are heard. I know that they are all answered. When we prayed for the healing of my father, God's answer was "No!" When Steve and I prayed for children during our struggles with infertility, God answered with a "Not yet, but in my time." When we prayed for a different job for Steve in 2004, God answered with a "Yes, but it will be in England." When I prayed for patience, God gave me Emma Shea:) Prayers are not always answered as we would like for them to be, but we can have faith that all prayers are answered as God knows we need them to be.
I am awestruck to know that if I am a faithful follower of the biblical principles, my words will be heard by the creator of all that is around us. 1 Peter 3:12 states, For the eyes of the Lord are on the righteous and his ears are attentive to their prayer, but the face of the Lord is against those who do evil. God has promised that prayers, asked in faith, will be heard; The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much {James 5:16} We are told to pray about our health, the salvation of those who are lost, for those in government, for those afflicted by job loss, illness, hardships... without ceasing {1 Thess.5:17} and to Continue earnestly in prayer, being vigilant in it with thanksgiving. {Co. 4:2}; to be persistent in our requests.
There is power in prayer when we humble ourselves in the sight of the Lord and we seek Him with humility and thanksgiving.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
not quite wordless wednesday...
Due to the loss of Steve's job we had to cancel Emma's birthday party...
We just had a small family one!
But our friend Vanessa wanted to give Emma a bigger party.....
So she and Gena gathered some friends together after church services on Sunday....
and they surprised Emma with a party!!!!!
There was a FANTASTIC Candyland cake~~~made by Mrs. Vanessa... There was a VERY happy little girl....There were sparkler candles~~that took ALOT to blow out...
And there was the best gift ever~~~the PINK LEAPSTER!!!
and Leapster games, a purse filled with LOTS of goodies, and an aquarium!!!!
We are truly blessed with great friends!!!!
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for more wordless wednesday posts check out:
seven clown circus
ordinary and awesome
wordless wednesday
5 minutes for mom
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
yeah!!! wish i hadn't done that...
because there are not too many things that aggravate me more than for someone to blame all of their life failures on others.
Boy do I regret that principle ALOT right now!!
I would LOVE to be able to blame this decision on someone else...
but I must take my own advice.
I will own it...
This mess~~ALL ME!!!!
I thought it would be a great idea to leave the sprinkler on for Cali {She loves playing in the water} while Emma and I ran up to Toys R Us to spend her birthday money.
It seemed like a good idea at the time.
What I did not take in to account was the hole that was in the middle of the hose~~compliments of the furball...
a hole that was positioned in the landscaping next to the patio.
I do have to say, my plan was a success...
Cali had a good time in the water...
and the mud!
She had such a great time the mud was on the door, the siding, the play kitchen, anywhere she could get it.And even better than the mess outside...
was the mess she made when she sneaked into the house...I am just thankful that we captured her before she put her nasty paws on my furniture!!!
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Whose idea was it to get a dog????
Monday, September 07, 2009
Presidential address....
Let me first say that I am NOT a political person. I do not follow politics, I do not talk about politics, I do not even vote. My purpose in researching was not to exonerate President Obama from 'evildoing'. I am not a supporter of many of Obama's policies. I do not think he is the 'salvation' for America but because of these opinions my research was not done to find fault in him; to find a socialist agenda. My purpose was simply to find out the content of the speech and to determine, as a parent, if it posed a threat to my children.
As I began reading various write~ups about the Presidential address, I was faced with words like indoctrination and brainwashing. Accusations of a political agenda and recruitment for his army were expressed. There were even some comparing the goal of the speech to that of Nazi campaign in Germany! The hysteria was prevalent. As far as I am concerned, this is not civics education - it gives the appearance of creating a cult of personality," said Oklahoma Republican state Sen. Steve Russell. "This is something you'd expect to see in North Korea or in Saddam Hussein's Iraq." Many of the opinions I was reading were just that, opinions. They were based on the biases of the 'ultra-conservatives'(as they were referred to as}not from fact. The speech's benefits were being clouded by the allegations of Obama's agenda for our country~~not from actual knowledge of the speech's content.
As I searched more, I went to the Department of Education's website and I read the information sent to the teachers as suggestions for student involvement before, during and after the speech~~~extension lessons. What I found was:
- This public address was a collaboration between the White House AND the Department of Education.
- There is precedence for Presidential speeches being given to school age children. In 1991, President Bush addressed students concerning the "Just say no to drugs' campaign."
- The speech will last 15 to 20 minutes, it has been edited, and ALL will have access to the speech, as well as the classroom activities suggestions BEFORE the students view President Obama's speech.
The White House revised the plans Wednesday to say students could "write letters to themselves about how they can achieve their short-term and long-term education goals."
There is no opportunity for indoctrination and brainwashing~~the words spoken and the lesson plans are available NOW!
- The viewing of the speech IS NOT mandatory~~many parents, teachers, and school districts have chosen to not participate.
Many I spoke to felt it was wrong for the government to 'go around the parents'. It should be their decision as to whether or not their children view the speech~~and they are right, it is their decision. But why such an uproar about THIS speech. Do these same parents feel the teachers should call every time they are going to give advice to our children? Would there be "opting out' if the school administrator was going to stand before the school and encourage effort and diligence in our school work? If not for the school administrator, than why for the President of the United States? Hopefully, we as parents have created a firm foundation of beliefs, have taught our children to think for themselves, and have an open line of communication with them. I would be truly distressed if I thought that a 15 minute speech could undo any influence I have with my children.
Whether or not we support Obama, we must respect the office he holds. As Christians we are commanded to adhere to the authority in the land~~~13Submit yourselves for the Lord's sake to every authority instituted among men: whether to the king, as the supreme authority, 14or to governors, who are sent by him to punish those who do wrong and to commend those who do right. 15For it is God's will that by doing good you should silence the ignorant talk of foolish men. 16Live as free men, but do not use your freedom as a cover-up for evil; live as servants of God. 17Show proper respect to everyone: Love the brotherhood of believers, fear God, honor the king. {I Peter 2:13-17} What lessons are we teaching our children by our refusal to listen to a public service message given by the President? Is dictating non-involvement teaching our children that they do not have to respect those in authority?
When we research a topic we must be aware that there are always at least two sides to consider. We must remember that for any topic one can always find information and statistics to support it. It is when we base our beliefs on that limited knowledge that mass hysteria is created.
So what have I concluded? That it is a speech being given by the President of the United States. It is a speech encouraging our children to put their best efforts into their school work. It is a speech expressing the importance of educational goals. It is a speech with the educational success of our children at the heart of it. It is a speech trying to instill the same educational values parents, teachers, and administrators attempt to instill daily.
It is a speech. Simply. A speech.
Sunday, September 06, 2009
upon the first day of the week...
The book of 2nd Peter was written by the apostle Peter, most believe, while he was in prison in Rome. The infiltration of false teachers throughout the churches in Asia Minor was causing great concern, therefore Peter wrote this letter as a warning, to be read in the provinces in Asia Minor, and to encourage the Christains to gain knowledge so that they could stand firm against those that were teaching against the principles of Christianity.
The first step toward 'guarding' our souls against false teachers is, of course, faith. Without a strong conviction there is no cornerstone to support our beliefs. Hebrews 11:6 tells us that... without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him. Adding other 'graces' into our lives would be futile without faith.
Verses 5-9 list the graces we, as faithful Christians, are to continually strive to increase in our lives. We are to make a diligent effort to continue to grow in our knowledge, to be as Christ~like as we can here on earth. A knowledge that comes from a demonstration of the Christ-like graces
5.But also for this very reason, giving all diligence,
faith~ strong assurance, conviction
add to your faith virtue,
virtue~moral excellence, goodness
to virtue knowledge,
knowledge~correct insight, truth understood and applied
to knowledge self-control,
self-control~self-discipline, controlling one's desires, being self restrained
to self-control perseverance,
perseverance~patience, endurance in doing what is right; never giving in to temptation or desires
to perseverance godliness,
godliness~ godly character out of devotion to God, to live reverently, loyally, and obediently towards God
to godliness brotherly kindness,
brotherly kindness~mutual sacrifice for one another
and to brotherly kindness love.
love~active goodwill towards those in need
For if these things are yours and abound, you will be neither barren nor unfruitful in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. For he who lacks these things is shortsighted, even to blindness, and has forgotten that he was cleansed from his old sins.
Saturday, September 05, 2009
just a peaceful saturday....
Today~~~Teddy Bear Picnic pictures:)
The sun was shining...
A slight breeze was blowing...
There were blankets covered with picnic~ers and special cuddly friends...
each enjoying the bear shaped cheese sandwiches, teddy grahams, gummy bears, straw~bearys, and much more...
laughter and chatter filled the air.
Friday, September 04, 2009
friday frivolity....
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We began our week having a delicious lunch with Vanessa and the boys...
and by boys I mean Alex and Nick...
I DO NOT mean Billy...
because HE chose to go sit around with a bunch of other 'men' and make up an imaginary team of football players...
we were ditched for his 'pretend' football friends...
don't most kids stop playing with imaginary friends when they are 3? :)
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Let me just say, I hate hair!"...
I hate finding it in the shower, I hate having it on my hands when I scrub the bathroom floors...
I HATE IT!
So, when researching dogs, common sense should have told me to steer clear of a breed known for it's profuse shedding!
But who could resist this sweet face....
and when the information says "Sheds a lot." how bad could it possibly be?
OH MY GOODNESS!!!!!!!!
They said S.H.E.D.S, NOT M.O.L.T.S. The tumbleweeds of hair are CRAZY.
We sweep! We Swiffer! We vacuum! And we sweep some more.
She is brushed~~and we remove what looks like another animal...
and still there is hair everywhere!!!!
Steve has taken the problem into hand...
Cali is "kirby-ed" :)
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Emma came home and fell asleep at 5:00 on Monday~~woke up at 7:30...
She fell asleep on the way to church Wednesday~~woke up when we pulled into the parking lot...
She fell asleep again yesterday at 5:00~~~she did not wake up until this morning!!
I think 1st grade is wearing her out!
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Today is Emma's Teddy Bear picnic at school.
She is so excited...
I am helping out...
I am so excited too :p
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Michaela is heading down to La Grange for the week-end...
She is going to a Bible study at the home of some Christians tonight...
and then she will spend the weekend with the Morris'...
we will not see her until Sunday again:(
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Steve has been working {through a Temp. agency} at a factory this week...
He worked almost 50 hours there this week...
he will be there at least two days next week...
please keep praying that something happens soon...
he will take a job almost anywhere!!
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I have accomplished NOTHING this week...
literally nothing...
Life has seemed so much more pleasant snuggled in a quilt with my eyes closed:(
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